Becareful Of Envious and Jealous People by Apostle Thompson

Today this message is so powerful to me the Lord kept telling me get this out there so many people and family needs to wake up  these two demon spirit that work though people and family will destroy your whole life. I will try to put much as I can on here , when the Holyspirit was ministering to me the writhings came out into 5 part message. I went wow!  ” Truth is not the truth without knowledge …spoken by Pastor John Haggie ”

The Lord spoke to me that these types of demons is around you and I all the time and sometimes because we love our family and friends so much we are blinded by love even Christians too, even Christians allow these demons to effluence their lives.   The Bible say’s to watch well as pray, to test the spirit by the spirit to see if it is of the faith, you will know them by their fruit .  The fruit of the spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, kindness, goodness, gentleness, self-control.  Those who are Christ have crucified the flesh with its passions and desires. If we live in the spirit , lets walk in the spirit. Let us not become conceited , provoking one another, envying one another. Gal. 5:22-26 NKJV study bible.

Now when we full the lust of the flesh, the flesh lust against the spirit and the spirit against the flesh these two are contrary to one another when we do this we give Satan permission to come in you have now open a door for him to control your life ,if not careful unto death . He will use whom every he can  looking for many to steal from the earth before their time. We see that by the word of God and by our daily news people are dying young and without knowing Jesus or knowing Jesus and been bewitch by demons. This is real it is not a game.  The flesh demons are: adultery, fornication,  uncleanness, lewdness, idolatry , sorcery , hatred , contentions, jealousies , outburst of wrath,  selfish ambitions, dissension , heresies, envy, murders, drunkenness, revelries [parties] . God told you not me those who practices such things will not inherit the kingdom of  God. Gal.5 16-21 NKJV study bible.

Only today Iam dealing with Envy and Jealous because that is what the Lord said to teach on so lets began;   From the America Hertiage Dictionary:  Envy means  discontent aroused by others possession or qualities , with strong desire to have them for one self. Then the Lord said to me when you get a meaning from the regula dictionary it the world way of doing and thinking Satan can use this because this is his world way of thinking and doing and when people act this way he enters in and begin to do his evil work or a sign demons in what to do .

Vines Dictionary says : Envy;  envy is the feeling of displeasure produced by witnessing  or hearing of ADVANTAGE or PROSPERITY of others.   Rhetorical and strongly demonstratives spirit.  Or spirit, which God made to dwell in us was certainly  NOT so bestowed that we should be GUILTY of ENVY. Then the Lord began to show me how when you open this door it connect to other evil spirits that become to work with the head ones and before long you are all off track and mess up in your mind and emotions.  You are wrestling with evil opponents in your physical once you open that door you are now dealing with master spirits of this world rulers of this present darkness , against spirit forces of wickedness in the heavenly supernatural sphere. Eph.6: 12 amplified bible.

Zeal and Jealousy work together they are translated Envy….be distinguished from, and apart from and then Zeal and Indignation is reverse back to Jealousy which means it lies on to desire what another has or to desire the same or that same sort of thing for one-self …… then envy moves to be apart of zeal and zeal moves with jealousy and back onto envy they all began to jump back and forth on each other , when it controlling you in this way your mind has began to get anger in this that you now must act on your feeling to take action and you have blindly moved way far out of the will of God  and it seem right to you at that time but it not .  When I study these  word are apart of Envy and Jealous : FERVENT, INDIGNATION, JEALOUSY, ZEAL, AFFECT, COVET, DESIER, JEALOUS, ZEALOUS .  Then the Lord said these are 9 more evil spirit that works evil behind sence against  people and family can not see how they are acting out to do harm to others and themself.  When you’re doing this evil you are planting seeds that are giving birth and acting against your family members , while Satan and his demons are using you, before long everything is out-of-order if not others getting hurt. Maybe now that you see how it can hurt many others people today.  If you will work by the leading of the Holy spirit to keep this mess out of your life  having a forgiving heart quickly so you can keep the door close from the enemy getting in  messing up relationships , your mind, your health, all that concerns you.   This evil becomes enthusiastic, diligent and fully of devotion to get the job completely done until it has destroyed ALL.

The 9 other evil spirits, let me tell you how they all work together: showing deep evil feeling anger aroused by something of others un-justed. It brought a changed with their emotions, they became simulate to impress , to be fancy to draw others in as bait. their goal is to be fonder that disable one to make them lame to collapse and break down ,to make them sink below water ,to cave them in and to sink in until they drown.  Why , because they desire what you have no matter what it is they crave for it they treat you badly to hurt until you  to become affected and embitter,  you later think it normal.

They boil with zeal of being jealous it make good sense to them at that time they believe they are earnestly  doing so right,  they fix their desire upon you and use you intensively with good passion and bad passion they lust after what you have.  I ‘am not talking about lust of sex, the lust of all that yours even thow sex plays a part much latter, when sex comes into place then they know they have your complete trust or if they can harm you any way ,  even out side sex they know they got you were they want you .  You thinking that my friend or my  family member  and before long the devil has had them to set you up and if you do not wake up they will steal your very life, family. It do not matter to them they will come in sit with you, laugh at you as if their laughing with you,in their mind they are thinking in ways in how to hurt you and smiling in your face agreeing with you, eat with you hang out with you , sleep in your bed, have sex with you until they have killed you, and will bring many others in to help them. Some wake up when it too late that why you have to learn the word for yourself letting the holy spirit teach you from being deceived. You must stay ahead of the enemy the only way to do that is by the word and hearing the voice of the Lord speak to you . And to stay prayed up to here him warning you the Holy spirit cannot eat of real food only your flesh can, the Holy spirit eat off the word of God  or build your spirit up by praying in tounges  all of this is in the written word of God and I wont take it back.

The Lord spoke to me the example:  When  they covet what you have its the same way Herod’s desired to kill Jesus , the Lord said these are people also in example of the prodigal son….. these are Christian’s who have compromise their divine relationship by partaking with table of demons. These are demons who say “I LOVE YOU”  or I”M IN-LOVE  with you  they have a comparative spirit their hidden anger and jealous is fierceness to grieve and to displeased . The Lord gave me to tell you just as they did to Jesus from the PRIEST and SCRIBES against  Christ they will do the same with you. I pray this help you to know these demons and evil spirit who work through people who come against you because you open an evil door or because Satan has a sign them to you.

In closing the Lord spoke to me that they NOTE you ? mmmmm what is she saying now ? When people  or family  members have envy and jealousy spirit  they will be  committed to staying in your company, or send another ,or work through your children’s by using many others, calling keeping you on the telephone taking for hours about nothing, making you remembering your pass all the time in hopes that they can prove you wrong who you are or to weaken you though your pass to take advantage, to do this evil they take notes of you, they mark you, make you a token for others or give another a sign about you and make notes for themself’s . One who refuse to be obedience to the word and to obey God the father, Son, Holyspirit always draws evil to them or give the emeny permission to enter in .  Disobedience brings destruction and death . I pray this help you to fight back and  to give the devil a black eye to have victory in every area of you life . God bless those who read the reading of his word. amen



  1. Thank God for this site this is exactly what I’m experiencing right now from Family, at the same time a close friend,and maybe one of the opposite sex. I was trying to get clarity on a subject and typed a question in google and your website popped up. I know this is the true leading of the Holy Spirit. I must fight back because the devil comes to steal, kill and destroy. Pray for the safety of my 17 month old daughter who is anointed from the womb and also that I stand to conquer these spirits.
    Nicole and Nathalie

  2. Yes, Nicole this blog belong to God he just use’s us to help his people we take no credit for what we do and we do not give our own advice we pray and waite on the Lord to share what he wants for them and the Holy spirit does led and guide us God has to get all glory not us were just his servants. Were going to pray for wisdom because wisdom will help you in how to deal with each person and make great choices for your own life and dreams ,goals. We also ask God to send the people of his choice that he needing the help and he is faithful.

    How you conquer these evil spirits is by praying ,studing the word and seeking what the word has to say about it and how to handle it and looking it up in your bible dictionary studing what it says about jealous w/ studying all the scritpures getting clear understanding and then going before the throne room in prayer and waiting on Holy spirit to led and guide you in truth and wisdom , you must deal with ememies in love as Jesus did love and forgive, and ask God to heal their minds and heart and to save them and fill them with his spirit and to deliver them by what every they are going through. Your job is to pray and trust God to do the work and move on.

    Yes we will pray for your daughter !
    It is a blessing every time each person ask us to pray , God will fight your battles , he will contend with them that contend with you , your enemies are Gods enemies, but key to that is our heart and mind ,motive has to be right in heart and we have to follow God way of doing things as it is written. And if God has given you the permisson in how to fight this battle then he will give you skillful wisdom and the spiritual warfare tools to overcome and have full victory. God Bless

    • Thank you for your blog, I have been going through some tough things in my life since 2004 that I never thought I would shake off as my thoughts were always clouded. It didn’t matter how I tried to make a success of my life there was always something inside of me that was discouraging me or setting me up for to do things that took all my money, dignity and broke me down bit by bit.

      There was also another side that wanted better things in my life, I wanted to server God but was always reminded that I won’t enjoy my life and I should chill and relax, knowing that alcohol was my weakness that lead to other things that always took all my money, thousands in 1 night.

      After last night when I confessed to my mother and mother in law whom are very spiritual women. On a separate occasion my mother told me about a dream she had and in this dream there were snakes outside the yard of my parents house and there was this 1 particular yellow snake that was bigger but I came along, stepped on it and killed it. She then told me it was someone that was jealous.

      I told both my mother, mother in law and my wife about this problem which they made me realize it has been spiritual battles I have been fighting.
      God has a greater plan for my life but I was to lazy to follow through and keep reading God’s word. I was afraid of loosing certain company I keep but when I think back at what cost?! my family has been affected, my fiances, my soul.

      I need to be delivered from what is inside me that wants to destroy me.

      My question is how can jealousy what we think it means cause my life to go into one big roller coaster for so long and me being so deceived to think that its the things I did or do that is keeping me away from God other than than people, thoughts, laziness.

      I want to serve God, I want to have His peace over my life, I want to bless others with what he has blessed me with. I want a good future for my kids and wife, I want to be a blessing to my parents and inlaws. I want to be the son of a King and I want to be happy.

  3. Way I’m dealing with an envious roomate torture she doesn’t answer me anytime I try to hail her out and when I confronted her she denies it pretends she doesn’t hear and makes up lies and alot of other things she enters my room when I am not around and always seems to leave something purposely out of place to mentally confuse me by the way she called me irrational and suspicious as if she doesn’t do anything and blatantly lies and defends herself magnifying everthing I am starting to get bitter cuz she is suppose to be a christian I’m in my teens and she is in her twenties she competes with me continuously , sick and twisted person I can’t stand it I know God wants to use me to help her but I am not giving a hundread percent I think Its too much I hav been nothing but good bending over backwards making myself nothing .its troubling I want out now……………

    • Goodmoring just receive your respond. Sometime we need to waite on God to guide us in what to do . His timing is everything, what she is doing is very wrong and disrespecting your room and personal things. The wise thing is to do is to pray and waite on God answer to help this person or not. She may be a be saved God could be still working on her . Did you waite on God ? sometime because we know someone or like, love, or close to that person we feel we have that right to do so , that what spiritual discerning is for the holy spirit would have let you know if this was right to do or he would have giving you warning not too .

      You can not get bitter you have to repent for opening doors without his permission, then forgive yourself , and pray ask God for wisdom in how to habdle this in love ,Jesus always work in love. He will give you a answer, after God speak to you nothing changes then you need to release her in love without hurtingf her feeling. If God want you to do this they way would have been light, easy, and simple most of all peaceful because it not it says you did this in your own strength and when you do that not hearing from God it hard. Hopeful you both can come to some understanding hopeful the relationship can be saved if not sooner or later you will have to cut the cords and love her at a distance until God finshed working on her.

      God do not need our help he is all mighty by him self. Theirs a book name ” Aproval Addition by Joyce Meyers” that can help you overcome , watch out for the warning signs before you get in vole with anyone. Call Joyce Meyers Ministries or get on line to her ministries and order the book or go to liabary and get the book if they do not have it they will order it and let you know when to pick it up.

      Now you pray for her ,forgive her and God will deliver her and help you also in knowing others before it gets to be a problem and if you obey what God say’s you will not get bound into entrappment. Iam really sorry you are going through this we will be in prayer for you and your friend. God bless

    • Hi Sandy the bible tells us when we pray for our enemoes it puts heaps of coal on their heads that like fire, also it bring peace , and it make them your footstool. Matthew chapter5 in the kjv vs 11 say blessed are you when men revile and persecute you and say shall say all manner of evil against you falsely for my sake . So you pray Lord Jesus I release the person that hurt me and I forgive them and I pray the release me and forgive me and most of all I forgive myself and I repent so now lord Jesus honor my request and bless my enemies their family, childrens, spouce, job, school, finance ,their home ,bills, health, sound mind ,land ,their cars ,bless their relationships with family ,friends ect prosper their way and clear their path, humble their heart, take away all bitterness ,angry, replace it with love and put people around them who will love them and treat them right , let their light so shine for all to see .In Jesus name and for your glory !amen

  4. Thank you for this. I found this after googling. Is it possible that once you notice the spirit of jealousy in a friend that there fakeness and trying to get everything you have brings out jealousy in you. Only because you know that they aren’t sincere. Im not sure if you follow me. I’ve never been a jealous person but now that I’m starting to see traits of a close friend I no longer find myself happy for her because she tries do everything that I do it’s scary and I hate feeling like this and feel I need some kind of deliverance now. I related to them calling you keepin you on the phone talking about nothing and much more. Any advice would be appreciated. Thanks in advAnce and God Bless

    • Hi Tina the bible says in Mt5:44 to pray for those who percute you and forgive hem and release them because it only comes back to hurt you not them and if God show you that they are jealous of you forgive them as Christ has forgiven you and move on Corporate prayer: we say ,we set our will to forgive anyone at any time no matter what.We judge our life. We give you permission to look into our heart and we ask the Holy Spirit to reveal all areas that not pleasing to you. We forgive as often as we want to be forgiven. We pray for those who despitefully use us and persecute, we experience love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentlness ,goodness,meekness, temperance,and faith. Thank you Lord that there is no pressure that will come on us that you will not make a way to escape. We always will , we have victory, we win overcome all temptations for greater is he that’s in me than he that is in the world, we more than conquerous in Christ Jesus.

  5. Please pray for me. I am a victim of envy and jealousy of others. They want me to fail at work and other areas. My work is my bread and butter and cannot afford to lose my job for my sake and for my family’s. Please pray that I will have victory and success in my life and thus my enemies will be defeated. One being the devil and principalities. With God all things are possible.


  6. Thank you LORD for this article. I am dealing with some ladies who are jealous of me, i think. I really don’t know or understand, but they each tried to be my friend and I was picking up that I need to keep them each at a distance and I can speak to them but I wouldn’t be “friends” with them. One day I introduced these ladies to one another and they quickly exchanged phone numbers. I noticed them getting really friendly with one another which I thought was great, because I didn’t feel I wanted to have that close type of friendship with them. The reason I didn’t want that is because with one of them, she is an older lady, and she and her family kind of ask us for money or expect us to pay for them to eat when we see them…they drop hints about how they are hungry..all kinds of things..and at first we would help them but then I saw a pattern to where they EXPECTED us to do it for them. I felt they were trying to be our friends for the benefit…not to mention that they saw how God was blessing us in different areas of our lives..I felt like they were trying to be associated with us for the benefit they might feel it would bring…even though we are just normal people…not rich…just normal…but the other lady is in her 20’s and i noticed that she would come around me and then try to ask my friends for their phone numbers and start calling them and then start trying to always market her products to them… I didn’t like that because I felt like she was using me as a lead service and then she started calling my best friend and trying to get together with her without my knowledge but then come back to tell me about how great of a time they had or how long they stayed on the phone. So when I introduced these 2 ladies, and they exchanged numbers, again I was actually pleased. So, after I noticed how these 2 weren’t really for me, I kind of decided I need to cut them off and just speak to them, give a hug and not linger for long periods of time with long conversations with either of them… the older was very mad about this and started texting me and calling me alot but i wouldn’t answer…before this day she had NEVER called me and so I felt it was odd when i saw her number and I ignored it….she then started calling my husband and texting him and begging him to tell me to call her….I felt anxiety about it and so i did not call her that night as I needed time to think about my response. The next day, I text her because I didn’t want her to yell at me on the phone and I didn’t want to have to respond to her quickly…with a text, I was able to think before each response and then type it out and even delete some things before hitting send. Well, she didn’t take it well..she was very mad that I didn’t want to be around her and accused me of thinking they were too poor to hang out with my husband and I…which is far from the case..I had spend months encouraging her in her situation and telling her how we trusted God when we were in a similar situation. I told her I love her and she is my sister in Christ but that was it. It was a very odd situation and a very odd feeling…I almost felt she had an infatuation with me and it caused her to be mad at me and become jealous of me. I hate to even think that is what it is but after reading this article and how you say people will be assigned to you to bring you down and kind of work from the inside, I feel that is what is going on. Soon after this, i noticed these 2 ladies being really close and trying to get my best friend to do things with them and to ask her to sit with them at church and all kinds of weird things…having very long conversations with her with then see her without me and trying to reel or bait her in. I sing at my church on the praise team and while were still cordial, I told the older one how i had been asked to join after my audition…she said..maybe I should join too…so she has joined now and I have to see her….it is very akward…she volunteers for EVERY ministry in the church and I believe it is because she wants attention and now she is adding this one to the list. I had even thought about saying something to the music ministry leader but I don’t want to seem like i am starting something. It is all just akward…and the word indignation and zeal, i had to look up to make sure i knew the exact meaning and those were perfect descriptions of what the Envy caused them to do. Because they are jealous of me, they have a fire lit under them that is giving them the spark to compete with me and to have what i have and do what i can do, in AND outside of our church. I am not in a competition with them…but they have it in their minds to win this contest. I really don’t know how to handle them and this situation. I am fasting today and praying for answers and direction.

    • God bless you ,when you when you write to long the website has to shorten it but I understand so as your pouring your heart out about what going on if you want us to receive it all please email so I may receive all so we can pray and cover all your needs . It going to be okay trust God you do not have time for their foolishness pray for them forgive them and move on, I agree to keep your self apart because when people are jealous and envy it can become deadly or some one always come up hurt in some kind of way email me the rest so I can minister to you . prayerline 2180 @gmail .com

  7. I thank you for your passage it has helped me a lot to see thru what’s been going on in my life and how I feel.

    Briefly I’ll explain my situation;
    I’ve been married for almost 20 years with two teenage boys. My husband is not only a great husband, but a great son to his father and a great brother to his brother’s and sister’s as well as a great father to our kids.
    My husband immigrated to this beautiful country USA from Cuba with his father and one sister. He left behind in Cuba his mom, younger brother and his half siblings from his Father’s previous marriage.

    Shortly after my husband arrived in this country his mother past away almost 3 years later without him having the ability of evening seeing his mother alive again. This took a strong toll in him & still does today. At consequence of this terrible tragedy he took full responsibility along with his father in supporting his youngest brother from same mom & dad. With out having full ability of doing so he still committed himself. Years went by & not only were we supporting his brother but the new family that he had created as well, ( he married a spouse 9 years his senior) My husband brother & wife not to mention the kids are not blood related to me yet I myself helped them out in every way possible including bringing them into this magnificent country & they don’t appreciate nor are thankful for any of the things that myself, my husband & father-in-law have done for them. My brother in law wife mis treated me when I would visit them back in Cuba yet I always ignored all her miss chiefs towards me, miss treats and jealousy. As a woman these are things we can tell.

    There’s a lot behind this story, but what I can say that there were times that I’ve cried myself, felt strong pain in my heart from all the heart in wondering how these people be so mean after everything I’ve done for them. I tried winning them in many ways, not only with love, affection and dedication but I would buy them things and notthing worked.
    Our family is from Cuba & we live in the USA, Fl.

    Please help me seek thru.
    Like I said there’s a lot behind the story.. to much to write.

    Now my father in law is sick and not even his own kids help me & I have to do it all. Sometimes it’s frustrating for me cuz he’s a senior & doesn’t cooperate with me.

    • Hi Mrs. Hayes we will keep you in prayer and your family I myself just bury my husband , but we will keep you in prayer God knows the story He is the only one who can turn your family around and restore it , that what I want to healing and restoration. I wasn’t suppose to come back on line till April but when I ready your story I knew in my heart I need to respond . My heart is broken for my own lost but we will keep you in prayer until you see breakthrough.

      God Bless

      • i just saw your comment that you are broken because you have lost your husband and i just want you to know god is a healer an amazing one he heals the heart and makes it whole , he sends his holy spirit to comfort us in these times , i lost the person that was my father figure and i felt god betrayed me and did not answer my prayer, i was hurt and i was in shock and i could not imagine life without him, his love and support, but God pushed me to lean totally on him and he urged me to release the selfishness anger pain and realise how much he really loves us….it took me a really long time to understand his will is different from ours but i finally get it…and i am finally living again only this year i really am fully alive and realising its ok to still love him even though he is gone and to be happy …i may be happy in a different way but God is leading me… ( i was googling jealousy because a spirit of j had come against me i always dealt with envy but i have gotten sick lately from a person’s envy projection i think ,people rarely understand my life but see a laugh and smile and think all is just great; and i came upon your site)

      • I understand what you been through but for me it was never selfish nor jealous those things is not the fruit of God they are the fruit of the flesh.I had no need to be angry with my husband because he was my soul mate he was my king and I queen .God had prepared us for his death and later gave confirmation near the end by his doctor he would only live 5 more months I never left his side I gave it my all and he did too he was joyful and still ministering to others . My anger was the disobedience I saw in others that felt now he gone you can me these things when my husband sat down prayed to God to order our step in how God wanted us to give into his people near his end and he told us we kept record of all God wanted us to do . My husband told me what God said and who to give to as sowing a seed into their lives the people had a heart of greed. God knew my heart that I was going to honor my husband last wishes and he had got God approval . God want people he can trust ,and when they seen I would not compromise they went on about their day. We did not get this far by doing things our way we got this far by doing right ,walking by faith trying him obeying what the holy spirit gave us to do from the Father God and so it will be till God calls me home. my husband and I are sold out he gone so am I . Oh yes I miss him and had a good marriage 8 adult children’s 23grandkids we had a long work in bringing restoration to our family on both side’s as well as ministry we just had renewed our weeding vows for the 2nd time. God had prepare us , we talked about it we promised one another we would be happy untill that day it was hard for me because he died at home got up to go to the bathroom and fell out on the floor 10 years before that my oldest son died in my arms from cancer he was getting better stop taking he medication in died in my arms .God prepared us for that too while carrying him in my belly they lord had a prophet share that he would not live to get 40 years old . The book of proverbs say’s “Oh how death stings and in another say’s no good thing will he hold for those that walk up right before him .God did not have to prepare us he God all by himself he owed us nothing he loved us so much that he did share with us what was going to happen . We were never mad at God he prepared our hearts. Thank you for powerful massage the story seem the same but a lot different .But those who are angry you can minister to them for healing and I will share your testimony as well as our on .God bless.

  8. Please pray for me, I have only just realised that most of my life I have had jealous/envious people around me sucking my energy. Some of these people I thought were my friends for years, even when they made little digs at me I ignored it putting it down to them just being a bit off. I shared my secrets with those I thought were my friends only to have them use it against me.

    It doesn’t seem to matter where I go i.e. church, work, or even family. I attract these people. I have been a christian for 18 years but no progress due to people constantly competing with me mainly women. I am also single and in my 40s and even if there is a man that is interested some woman will come along and compete and end up with him, or try to block any progress.

    I am very friendly and treat others nicely but don’t seem to get it back. I dress smart and carry myself well, but I am not a show off or rich however women will either start copying me or just be mean and rude to me. It does not matter if they are married or single they start of friendly then start being rude or excluding me. I am the first to compliment others and make them feel good, yet I just receive what I can only call hate and resentment.

    I started attending a new church and everyone was friendly at first then the women started whispering in groups and excluding me. Most of these women was married and I could discern they did not like me speaking to their husbands. I am no flirt and I respect marriage. I left this church due to the coldness.

    I recently lost my job due to lies and nasty women in the office. I ended up leaving without another job because it became too much to deal with. I feel that God has led me to this site because I keep crying out to him.

    I feel I am becoming a recluse, I have put on weight because I stay at home and comfort eat. People do not realise that I have had a lot of struggles i.e. I come from a very dysfunctional family and have injured a lot of hurt however God has worked on me throughout the years and I am the woman I am today because of him, however it is a lonely life

    I do not know what else to do.

    • I can certainly relate to this post . I didn’t read all the comments so didn’t know if this was already mentioned but I Hope that people who act out on their feelings of envy will themselves have an opportunity to actually experience the sorrow they have caused others by their envy and jealousy. I’ve had so many mean things done to me and yet still I don’t have a hurtful bone in my body towards others. I just want them to know how deeply they harm others so they can develop some empathy . I’ve always felt that envy is a form of stealing because it deliberately withholds appreciation in circumstances where it knows the other is shining. I always go out of my way to appreciate other peoples gifts and beauty because i’m aware of the hate and desire to inflict pain and hurt it will inspire in most people.

      • Sorry u went through that, but u learn , healed and grown now praise God u can help others spiritually grow as u have, powerful inspire words bless u ur a special woman of God. I read that u ask the question who was that sweet spirited person that me the author apostle Sheila Thompson of this blog with the Lord speaking through me as I read, study, pray, worship, and life experience, this web is my life and others who wanted to share their story. its my life in what I endure and overcame .God told me to do it so hurting women will be deliver ,heal , set free. So I hold nothing back and God speaks to me how to put it in writing. God bless

  9. So how do you deal with it when the forgiving heart has been used by them to take advantage of the situation. Also they could mess up with the holy spirit by swapping your beliefs with them. They’re all desperate because the qualities are something that is kind of high in value. They also want it bad that they want to push theirselves inside you and you and claim everything you have as theirs. The feeling is very creepy. You know evil works evolves. Theyre also reading the bible to use it as a reference make their plans successful by countering the guides.

    Seems that we’re all having a hard time because of these.

  10. So how do you deal with it when the forgiving heart has been used by them to take advantage of the situation. Also they could mess up with the holy spirit by swapping your beliefs with them. They’re all desperate because the qualities are something that is kind of high in value. They also want it bad that they want to push theirselves inside you and you and claim everything you have as theirs. The feeling is very creepy. You know evil works evolves. Theyre also reading the bible to use it as a reference make their plans successful by countering the guides.

    Seems that we’re all having a hard time because of these.

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